似乎很久沒靜下心來了

沒錯。真的很久沒有好好想事情了。
從暑假到開學的沸沸揚揚，好似要永久持續一番。
I'm blind to my surroundings, and that makes me feel uneasy.
Or I should say, I ate something, or gobble something, yet I didn't really chew it deliberately...nor did I digest it well.
I was accused of selfishness and aloofness by my mother, because she thought that I did not pay any attention to my brother who's now at the north of Taipei. But when I call him, usually I do not know what to say...sounds terrible a bit I guess.

I do not want to regret at the moment I enter my grave, and find that I have not lived.
So do something while I may~~Seize the day.

最近身邊的人都很焦慮的樣子，希望這股焦慮火不要繼續延燒下去。
(也或許是自己在焦慮XD)

昨天指揮的有逸伸跟陳老師，我拚命地瞧，希望瞧出一些端倪。越覺得陳老師是一位鐵娘子哪，比逸伸還man，或者是說外放大膽，在此指指揮方式。如此直接的表達方式，有時實在深得我心！很坦率...很好。(不過會像操練軍隊XD)想多看看別的指揮。
但是這兩位指揮昨天都有點心不在焉的感覺，尤其是逸伸，沒勁沒勁的。